Eeeeeek I got a new guitar and it’s a beautiful baby and I love it so much woooh!
I made it through today and I feel pretty okay about it so that’s good
Massive day working tomorrow - at the clinic 9-5:30 and then starting at the restaurant at 7pm. Tomorrow will be the real test of whether I can cope with it or not. I want to be busy and feel like I’m getting stuff done so I really hope tomorrow goes well.
So bored. There’s stuff I wanna do but I can’t really do anything because there’s a guy here tuning the piano and I need to keep quiet-ish so I can’t like watch tv or play any instruments or anything I wish he’d just hurry up and finish!
Also, he’s on the phone to his wife at the moment and it’s really awkward because I can hear him telling her to calm down and breathe and stop working herself up or something and I am really nosey and curious so I wanna know what’s going on.
I kinda tried to blackmail Cass into accepting my Candy Crush requests by calling our friendship into question.
I’m not altogether happy about this.
I didn’t get yelled at at work today and that makes me quite happy
— Sarah on applying for jobs.
Arrrgh it’s December already and I still have to read 10 more books for the 50 book challenge!
So this morning I was just lying in bed dozing a bit and listening to the birds outside and then I heard a thump noise on the window of the room next door and then a bird screeching in pain. So I went straight outside to find the bird and see if he’d live and I found him on the ground in obvious agony and discomfort and his neck twisted to the side and I knew there wasn’t anything I could do for him. I sat down with him and stroked him and he flapped about a bit and ended up leaning into my hand so I don’t know I mean I guess I just thought he was okay with me being with him. So I waited with him until he died and then carried him to the garden where Dad helped me bury him. I wasn’t upset about it or anything but this evening I keep thinking of how his little, warm, limp body felt cradled in my hands.
I wish I could click my fingers and my room would be tidy and my hair would be washed and I would start to feel really good again but the only problem with this wish is that I can’t click.
Ugh it was just a really shitty night at the restaurant I mean it was not my day
Bron is the most wonderful and brilliant person in the whole world and she should be queen of the universe.